An Elusive Happiness: Reflections of A Thai Monk

Karim Raslan -- Ceritalah ASEAN 

Posted at Mar 29 2018 07:06 PM | Updated as of Jan 03 2019 08:06 AM

Before he was Phra Visuddho, he was Pisut Aungsupalee. In Thai “Pisut” means “purity”. When his master, Phra Upaseno ordained him as a monk, he took the Pali equivalent, “Visuddho”. Pali is the language of Buddhist texts.

Born in Yaowarat, Bangkok’s Chinatown district, Pisut—who is Chinese-Thai—grew up helping his parents run their fruit shop on weekends. “If I needed to open the shop, then I would wake up at six in the morning.” 

The long hours tending his parents’ shop fed Pisut’s young mind. Observing people come and go, he wondered what made them smile or frown.

“When I was nine I already thought about what it means to be happy. This is why I eventually wanted to become a monk, to understand happiness—not physical but eternal.” 

At the age of twelve, he and his family moved to Nonthaburi Province in the countryside. 

“Bangkok was dense and polluted, whereas Nonthaburi had forests. The air was fresh and it was not crowded.” 

Even then, Pisut would drive back to Bangkok on weekends with his father to tend to the family business. 

“I would wake up really early in the morning. This helped me prepare for life as a monk. As a monk I wake up before six for bintabaht.” 

Bintabaht is the collection of alms that make up a monk’s meal. “Before noon, I can eat. Afterwards, I can only drink water or juice.” Bintabaht isn’t a daily obligation for monks, but Phra Visuddho does not go a day without it.

In his last year of secondary school, Pisut made up his mind to study sociology.  

“I wanted to study ourselves—as human beings—and about life.”

He ended up at Kasetsart University in Bangkok. 

Then, when Pisut was twenty-two, his elder brother temporarily became a monk. Such short-term ordinations are considered a rite of passage for young Buddhist Thai men. 

He returned to work at the fruit shop after forty-five days.

“Actually, he wanted to be a monk forever. But my family had different ideas about life.  In the Chinese tradition, one of the sons has to take care of the parents.” 

“So, when I was twenty-three, I told my mother I too wanted to become a monk. She said, ‘O.K. You can be ordained, but just for two weeks…it’s good enough.’”

Pisut was not satisfied with such a short period. He rejected his mother’s offer. 

“Since I did not become a monk then, I went to England to pursue my Master’s degree in sociology. I was still curious about the idea of living.”

Then, his father fell into a coma after battling liver cancer for six years. Pisut promptly returned to Bangkok. After ten days of remaining unconscious, his father passed away. 

His father’s death changed his perspective on life. Twenty-three-year-old Pisut revisited his dream of monkhood, perplexed by the nature of mortality. 

“If I had waited for the right time, it wasn’t going to happen. It was now or never.”

Phra Visuddho is a resident monk at the Golden Mount Temple in Bangkok’s Pom Prap Sattru Phai District. Hezril Azmin, Ceritalah ASEAN

Monks usually start their day with bintabaht, the collection of food alms--Phra Visuddho doesn’t go a day without it. Hezril Azmin, Ceritalah ASEAN

The onus for the creation of a peaceful and progressive society rests equally on both Thailand’s majority and minority. Hezril Azmin, Ceritalah ASEAN

Today, the thirty-six-year-old is a resident monk at Wat Saket, the Golden Mount Temple in Bangkok. 

Phra Visuddho sees the conflict in the South as the biggest challenge to Thailand and indeed his faith. His views are—unsurprisingly—conservative.

“Whenever I hear news about the violence, I always associate the perpetrators with Muslims who want to push their agenda through extreme means. Many Muslims support the insurgents. It is difficult to solve.”

On a recent trip to Leeds to improve his English, he remembers being approached by a Middle Eastern Muslim in a public library. “Where is Lord Buddha?” the man jeered. 

“He made fun of my saffron robe because I was a monk,” Visuddho recalls. 

Although he maintains that he feels no resentment towards Muslims, the Bangkok-born monk inadvertently reveals a key Southeast Asian fault-line—between Buddhism and Islam.

The monk offers an immediate step he believes that the Thai government should take to solve the issue: “They should make Buddhism the official religion.” 

Phra Visuddho isn’t the only one in favour of a move that could precipitate disastrous consequences for the South. Demands to institute Buddhism as the state religion in the constitution have already been pushed twice in the last ten years.

Since 2004 the provinces of Pattani, Yala, Narathiwat and parts of Songkhla have witnessed a resurgence of violence. It has been alleged that the separatist Barisan Revolusi Nasional (BRN) have led attacks against Thailand’s majority Buddhist population.

Islam plays a central role in Patani’s identity. The kingdom was only annexed by Thailand (then known as Siam) in 1902. As such, the region retains a distinct identity, with different customs, religion and language. 

In the fourteen years since the re-emergence of violence nearly 7,000 people have died, and more than 12,500 injured. Despite international and domestic efforts, there is still no end in sight to the almost century-old conflict. 

“I believe that change must come from the Thai Muslim community. They must accept coexistence and tolerance by looking within.”

Phra Visuddho firmly supports the Thai government’s “coexistence” policies. However some have dubbed this approach as forced assimilation and/or “Thaification”— basically, with the Thai language instituted as the medium of instruction in schools, Islamic education marginalised and local Muslim courts abolished.

At the same time, he feels that separatist methods have grown increasingly brutal. The targeting of Buddhist schoolteachers concerns him a great deal. 

When probed about what the Buddhist community could do to end the violence, Phra Visuddho’s answers are nonchalant and pretty insubstantial. “Buddhism teaches love and how to understand each other. We monks will help decrease the tensions between religions.”

“Buddhism will support other religions. Buddhism doesn’t impose.”

However, one wishes that ethnic and religious hardliners in the region could realise that the onus for the creation of a peaceful and progressive society rests equally on both the majority and minority. 

It all requires balance—something the Buddhist religion also stresses. 

Peace between the various ethnic groups and religions in Southeast Asia will not occur unless minorities are given the space to express their faith, culture and language, even as they find their place within their respective nations.

It seems that for both Thai Buddhists and Muslims, the need to “look within” is as imperative as ever.

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